Big world, Small me.

High school has been great. And yet, after this year, it will be time to move on. How can it be done? It feels like I was just a freshman, learning the ropes of a new school. And now I'm leaving. It passes so fast. 

Just about everyone is asking me where I'm going after I'm done, what I'm doing, etc., and in case that question was on your mind, here's the answer: I don't know. I would like to go to UNC (University of Northern Colorado), and I got my acceptance letter just the other day from there, but I don't know. I feel so small looking out on a decision like this. Like I just shrank twenty sizes and can barely see past the end of my nose, let alone into my future to see where I should go to school. In times like these, it makes me glad to have a great big God that will show me where I'm going.

That's another thing: I have been holding a bible study/conversation starter at a local coffee shop on Wednesday mornings. I have taught myself some things, as well as hopefully touching at least some of the five people that have showed up. That's one goal in my life: to make a difference in someone else's life. Sometimes I feel small and insignificant, and I feel like if only I could even make a small impression on one person, I would have accomplished something. 

Which is another point to my writing. As I said before, I love to write. Sometimes to just get out feelings, and sometimes see feelings on others faces. Whether it is laughter or tears, if someone is touched by something I write, I feel like it was worth writing. 

So now I, as a senior in high school going into the big world, will write and live as if I were here to change someone's life, and maybe someone somewhere actually will be changed.